The Secret Life of Marmalade's Return

Welcome to an private insight to my inner thoughts and feelings for 2010!

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I love New Year's resolutions. I think because they give you a chance to renew yourself and plan a brand spanking new life each year. My New Year's resolution was to blog for 2010. So, hence, Marmalade's Return. I am banking on the fact that if I 'Dear Diary' every couple of days I am bound to have something extraordinary or profoundly exciting happen to me. Well, that's what The Secret (the book) tells me and you my lucky readers can cash in on knowing it first.

My sidekick project from this blog is to also discuss panic attacks and anxiety in order to defeat my 11 year battle with the angry beast.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

31.12.09 Castaway or not?

I rue not doing this earlier. Blogging my little heart out about a topic that I have been so private and silent in the past has shifted a dark cloud from my horizon.

It turns out I'm not alone in the world of blogging about anxiety/panic attacks. There are literally pages upon pages of fellow bloggers, blogging away about their own experiences grappling with the beast. Comforting. Very comforting. Everyone knows that there are literally millions of people who deal with anxiety on all different scales, but seeing faces of these bloggers made it real. People, other than me, do experience the same desperation associated with anxiety. We all want to kick its rear end to hell and never see its ugly head again. It's kind of like a community.

Hah, imagine a real community consisting of just anxiety prone individuals, a whole City of panic attack suffers! What would we be like? Would we all be huddled together in a corner shaking like a pack of Chihuahuas? Or would our support for our fellow compadres make us a strong united front that even the Chinese military would fear?

Food for thought.

P.S Happy New Year!

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